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First I wanna thank you all who remembered my birthday. The reason why I haven't been here is that I'm so frustrated about my body which still feels awfull. I thought that I would be getting better after the antibiotics but no not health for me. Tomorrow I'm going to medical tests again and now we take also a couple new tests to figure out if there is something else causing my body feeling 40 years older than it is. Anyway I'm trying to compete and going to Rovaniemi on saturday and my condition is a big ????? to me. Well if theres nothing good about losing my health, atleast I do appreciate good health from now on. Sometimes you learn to value something after you lost it.

Vellu

So competitions went not too good. I took so many pills before the competition that it felt almost like being drunk.

Please don't ask me what's next, because I haven't got a clue. I just got new test results and it shows the chronical infection never left me. Now it's time to eat antibiotics few more weeks . I also got a normal flu added to my sicknesses on monday, congratulations to me.

I have to say I dont know what to do anymore. What I do know is that before I compete next time there must be first atleast one training that I actually feel good after. So it will be sometime next year.

You have no idea how much I just would like to train to get back in shape. I'm just so tired of this.

Vellu

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